Get Out of the Net and Join the Spirit Army. Listen

The Spirit Army

There is only one clip in this article that talks about the spirit army, as I seem to have misplaced the others. (I have thousands of audio reversals and sometimes I lose them.)

When Roxanne was visiting, she asked and reversed about a friend who had died years ago. She told herself that he was now a knight in that army. Unfortunately, I don’t have that clip either, but it was a realization that those who have died in the Astral world at the hands of these reptilians are now amassing as a great spirit army to help us out of this mess and help the Pleiadians and the One send the Reptilians into their own interdeminsional hell world.

I was in a café with friends a while back. During that visit I had my recorder going and later heard that there had been a raid and many were hauled off and replaced with clones. We all were shut down during this episode, as no one knew consciously that anything out of the ordinary had happened.

I later listened with a sick heart as I could hear in the ambient noise, the people being attacked and taken away. The last clip is myself saying meet the One, you’ll be good as soldiers.

These clips are noisy, but try to hear the words, which are actually fairly clear in the noise. Earphones are a big help, especially the soft foam kind that go right into the ear. These are all in reverse:

Cloud dizzy, May off (These people were taken off before last May. I don’t know exactly what the reference to May off means, unless these people were scheduled to go out on that ship last May.)

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Take both of us. It could be terrible. (A tiny voice at the end says “They’re monsters.)

taken-1-take-both-of-us-it-could-be-terrible.mp3

My head feels dead.

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Take off a thousand.

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They attack my husband.

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And finally I am saying:

Meet the One. You’ll be good as soldiers.

taken-1-meet-the-one-youll-be-good-as-soldiers.mp3

101 Responses to “Get Out of the Net and Join the Spirit Army. Listen”

  1. I was thinking of the movie Dark City where the ETs play with time and replace people. The people were just living on one big floating lab. So again it’s in the movies telling us what’s going on here.

  2. I will say in regards to that reversal we did about my friend, and I think I posted this somewhere else on this board, it was an unexpected answer in reverse. I was going for a personal answer, and it was kind of shocking to hear the rs we got! But, in light of other factors about that person, and my life now, it made total sense!

  3. sb - thanks for the tip about dark city - I’ll have to check it out.

  4. One has to wonder just how many times they have done this. It has to be tons. It almost makes me want to bring my little recorder with me everywhere I go to catch it when it does happen.

  5. You are so right on with this one!!
    They know the suicide thing will work because that is what they did before. That is what lead many souls astray that are trying living today.
    That is the memory I have of the guy from the secret. He was forced into suicided even though he was a spiritual leader. As he tries to be now. But they hooked into him in that life time with a psychic link and he killed himself.
    They did it then and so they know they can hook in and get people to do it again.

  6. Roxanne,
    I really appreciate when you hear something totally unexpected in reverse. It shows that it isn’t something that you’ve given yourself because it sounds good.
    I often find out that I am wrong about something and will correct myself in reverse even though I was convinced I was right. I find this a real validation.

  7. Jaclyne,
    They manipulate people constantly and especially those who are really trying to figure out this bad Disneyland.
    Regular people are still manipulated into non-stop drive for things and stuff and more things and stuff which keeps them on that merry-go-
    round.
    If you are a sincere seeker of truth, they will find out what you love, or want to believe and they will hook you in. Then the manipulation starts. THey stay up nights thinking of ways to screw with humanity.

  8. That hooking you in is very true .. I am a very happy soul .. and I love the simplest of things to help me be happy .. and lately I have had to turn to them more and more. lately there seem to be so many more little obstacles placed in my path, more than ever before. Yes sometimes I feel crummy and want to cry, but then I say .. nah that is what they want and I laugh. They never ever stop thinking of ways to get those like me so far down, they even go to the extent of affecting those around me, so that they try to get me down. But I know this and understand it and know when it is time to be out in nature doing those things I love to do.
    They know how to surround those who are generous and loving with humans who will just take and take and take and suck the very life out of them and exhaust them financially until they are near suicidal surrender.. I know .. I have been there…
    The youngsters in my life, I see them so totally absorbed in ‘things’ there are so many things they invent to keep them buying and wanting and getting and getting bored with so they obtain something else and stay a slave to the system. We are ALL vulnerable, yes, but being able to realize that this is how they operate.. is a huge significant step… and then they turn up the screws to you - full blast … but knowing that and recognizing it near me and around me .. has helped me beyond measure .And they are so desperate now …. now is the time to be most on our guard …

  9. Here’s a creative video of Mira the new star that is zooming around the galaxy. Don’t know if this apart of the fear campaign or not.

    http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2rjmn_le-chant-du-cygne-de-mira_news

  10. Carol,
    That was so very well said and I know every one of us here can relate to what you are saying.

  11. SB,
    Thanks, my phone went out in my studio and I have dial up. More obstacles. So this morning I’ll take my laptop to the library and see about some audio on this star. Thanks for the link.

  12. carole - yes yes yes. thank you for your words. :-)

  13. Peggy - Are you still getting lots of storms down there? Is that why your phone went out?

  14. sb,
    I really like the movies, “Dark City” and “The Matrix”. I feel these 2 movies represent the way things really are. They are my all time favorites, mostly because they tell the truth.

  15. Yes, I have run into them more than once. Even seen them hooked into peoples bodies running thier minds. Not surprised they are cloning now. A real invasions of the body snatchers.
    Good thing we learn in life, I always keep a look out. They almost had me a few times. But I was awakened and fought my way out. Truth always wins. Keep up the good work Peggy!!

  16. Yep keeping fighting them off even if you have one and it makes itself known to you fight that mother f—- too. What else do we have to do? ;)

  17. atomic240 - I am a major Matrix fan , especially the first one.
    ‘fasten your seat belt Dorothy cause Kansas is goin bye bye’….

  18. Well I’m in Kansas so I’ll try to hold on :)

  19. sb - a quote made just for YOU! :-)

  20. the bible mentions something about 2 armies of 144,000. these 2 armies work for and are of the Creator. the bible describes them as virgins, being clean and pure. what i think this means is that they were unaffected by the material world; the dirty scum, as much as they try, were unable to corrupt their pure hearts. they stayed true to the Creator and they vanquish and defeat evil. supposedly, they come from heaven, with Yahushua/Creator leading them. the first one is comprized of people that have passed away, martyrs or something. maybe this is what we are telling ourselves about in reverse. i believe that any good person that has ever died here on earth, is a martyr. everything is set up so that we die an unnatural death. the bible refers to them as souls under the alter. those are the spirit army, i believe.

  21. Interesting Hopi based article to ponder:

    http://www.thebeloveddisciple.org/bad_starpeople.html

  22. SB in Kansas, funny.

  23. I agree Starr, that the good people who have been murdered will rise up in this spirit army to help fight these demonic reptilians.

    Now as for the traitorous humans, well the sick and twisted reptilians treat them worse than regular people since they sold out. For their great service to the reptoid race, they get tortured even worse. That is the great thanks they get for their loyalty.

  24. SB,
    That is a very interesting article. I know a lady whom I have been in touch with who sends me everything by Dr. Richard Boyland. He is a big fan of the star beings and seems to think they are all wonderful and it is the human cabal who are the evil ones. He says that he is a contactee for these wonderful star beings and at one time said the name of this one being was Chancellor Meata. I thought the rep giving him this crap was probably laughing at the name.
    This lady is truly very nice, but can’t believe that aliens can be anything but wonderful. She asks me questions and knows of the RS work, but is still a big fan of Dr. Boyland.
    A lot of people are in for a very big shock.

  25. Hi Peggy, Any comments about the current rumors on stew webb and sunriseofthesolardisk about the arrests of Cheney and others going on? Is the “Spirit Army” acting now in this trying to prevent an attack on Iran?

  26. Mike,
    You can be sure there is a lot going on behind the scenes at the moment. I am sure things play out here after they have played out in the other dimensions first. There is a split in the military and intelligence communities for some time now and they have been after Cheney in particular.

    Lots happened in Australia when he visited here. I found out through channels that a number of his men tried to arrest him with disastrous consequences and it has been obvious that they have been sweating on him since then. He must be one of the key players as some have suspected for some time.

  27. I got Dr. Richard Boyland starkid book awhile back and read it. The cover is creepy they’ve got this little kid with a grey alien touching his back. Basically it’s a combo book of kids and adults abducted their whole life plus people that have psychic abilities. He seems to think that only starkids are smart and have esp type skills. Starkids aka people that have been abducted their entire life. His drawings of the ETs are only the negative groups because obviously those would be the ones abducting you in the first place. Ufos and aliens are a religion on this planet for the new agers. They’ve got to understand there are good and bad aliens and good and bad people. You don’t have one over the other. All the bad guys have one thing in common they try to control and manipulate people for their benefit.

  28. Mike,
    I haven’t been concentrating on reversing world events and the top politicians lately and I do need to get back to that to see what the bad guys are up to.
    I suspect the spirit army is waiting for PX to start ripping the net to shreds and that all heaven will break loose.

  29. The Original Cheney was taken out about two and a half years ago. He was tortured by having his eyes burned out before he was beheaded. I heard they kept his head on view to show all of the first group of top humans that were killed before the first exit in May of 2006. This is how they treat their stooges.
    I wish all of those people participating in helping this group put humans in bondage knew how their masters will treat them.

  30. SB,
    Yes, Boyland thinks that all of the star visitors are just wonderful and that all of the bad guys are the humans who are trying to keep the star visitors from helping and uplifting us. Geeeze, what a con job.

    Also, we get back to the “I’m so special, see I’m a star kid” crap. It does become a new religion.

    Creating groups of special or chosen people has been a big part of the manipulation here and it has certainly worked.

  31. It does work because being an abductee is such isolating experience that people want to think they aren’t just victims they are the chosen ones and superior to others.

  32. SB,
    Very true.

  33. If you like The matrix and Dark City, you will like “13 Floor” very much too! It is also very much a look at our lives.

  34. Thanks James for that info. We have been trying to keep up with the Cheney story and the Fulford updates as well. There’s not much solid evidence yet.

  35. Carole~know what you mean about hooks and such…right now there all these sad and lonely people who are truly in need for company, and I feel I keep needing to take a step back from them. Spend some time, yes, but really set the limits or it will be a feast for you know who.

  36. Miriam,
    Speaking as a natural born rescuer, sometimes there’s just not enough of us to go around. So much suffering, so little time.

  37. Miriam .. You are so correct .. and I have discovered that ‘they’ love to feast on me Through others .. I have one person in my life who only calls when she is truly in the crapper and down and out.. I used to go running and come home completely wiped out… Until I got wise .. ‘They’ can get to you via negative ‘host’ type people. I send love but that is it. I cannot be in that dark negative space anymore to leave myself vulnerable because I have a huge caring heart. I have moved away. I have my circle of people whom I love and care about. I have happiness. I go out every day in nature and feed the feral cats… take my pictures and enjoy nature .. and then go home and rest. I have been getting the message for about 5 years now to just Enjoy the time here and Love is the most important thing .. I am finally exercising my right to be in that space .. xoxoxoxo c xoxoxoxooo

  38. carole - ah, your words resonate . thank you. (for the reminder too!) :-)

  39. Psychic vampires collect a lot of energy for them but than they go and loosh that person as well.

  40. sb.. you are absolutely correct, which is why these people can never rise above a certain level.. it is as if they are being kept at that level where they always attract helpers, a constant fresh source of food.

  41. lol …I had thought of a similar statement like that too, Peggy!
    There are professional psychic vampires who you really need to stay away from(and even some of those don’t know they are), and then there are the people in need who just need a kind word. Let’s be sure to separate them because they are feeling the pressure and wacking out from the craziness of the world. My husband had to calm down our kids’ friend’s mom last nite~ she said that most people she knows cope with anti-depressant drugs! People are kept too busy and off kilter to examine why they don’t have a center to draw from. They are hurting and have no place to lay their heads. And their god isn’t helping them find the answers. Most just think this is the way it is, and how will we ever survive.
    The funeral we went to on Tuesday was filled with hard living, very poor people who have good hearts and are barely getting by.
    I don’t hang with many people any more except my kids and THEIR friends!

  42. The whole world is hurting even if people don’t realize why. Being aware, conscious, and have priorities in order helps. But there are psychic vampires who will such you dry. Now that I’m older and wiser, I choose my friends carefully. When I was younger, I was constantly trying to rescue those who just wanted to glomm on and let me take care of them constantly. Tiring.

  43. Another thing you have to watch for is that you don’t turn into an energy vampire yourself it’s so easy to without knowing it! They probably mold these people into energy vampires by giving them a ton of bad luck that comes out of nowhere. And than like most people they are constantly calling for help. Sorry to say my mom is a lot like this there is always something wrong. Her thing is with her health. She can’t get over one thing without another thing showing up. Anyway she always needs a ton of help it can wear you out. She’s almost 60 now and she’s so tired she actually asked me a few times to kill her. I won’t do that of course! Than she says: I’m heaven bound! I don’t know it’s like she was molded to suck everyone around her dry because that’s what she does out of desperation.

  44. I think a lot of people are sick and tired and depleted because they (we) are all getting the life energy sucked out of us every night! Some can handle it better? Or something. So many are on anti-depressants, and/or have chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia, etc. I think it’s because the repts are working overtime on everyone! However, knowing that doesn’t necessarily make it easy to be around those who don’t know the game and get sucked into being an energy sucker, so to speak. I say my affirmation for people who need help that are in my life. Not all the time, but whenever I can. It is tricky.

  45. When I was a lot younger I was an energy sucker. A sad little girl who could not make friends, with my family keeping me down and sucking my energy. It continued on for some time, even as an adult. Until I started to see how people in “christian community” were actually treating each other.
    I started being able to pull myself together, and detach from those people who were keeping me down to suck my energy at the same I was sucking energy. Bizarre symbiotic relationships! My husband and I got out of that into what I thought was a church (Orthodox)that would act as a firewall.
    Finally we escaped in November of 2000! Now we are much more aware, but it is hard to turn people away; tricky indeed. Sometimes we will just do what we can and release them for the next person to help out. Less strain on one person.

  46. HI Miriam .. I can relate .. I remember being someone who whined all the time to her friends .. and sang the woe is me song over and over. Until I got help and realized I did not have to sing the same old tune, I could write one of my own and help others to write their own tunes .. it has been an incredible journey. Yes everything I had learned is now upside down somewhat .. but that doesn’t matter because I am happy and smile every day. I am proud to have gotten past all of those ‘phases’ in my life and so grateful for the teachers I had along the way … xoxoo c xoxoxxoxo

  47. The people here are just so great. I really mean that. I feel like we are all close friends, having gone through a lot and then getting free of all of the tethers.
    Being a rescuer, I was always finding myself being drained by those that I thought I was helping. I would complain about it, but it was really not honest as I didn’t confront the person. I didn’t want anyone to ever be disappointed in me. I had to be perfect at all times. Wow, talk about ego.
    When I was a kid in Catholic school, if a nun said that I had disappointed her, I was devastated.

    I stayed in that mind set for a very long time. (I turned 60 this year, can’t believe I’m that old) but now I have a lot of people disappointed in me since they think I’m a looney tune, so I’m finding it really isn’t that important what people think.

  48. Ha, if a nun tells you that you screwed up than you know you are doing something right. Evil kid beating penguins ;) I’m not Catholic but my mom took me to a Catholic Church when I was a kid once for some kind of fundraiser. I saw a few of the nuns and I got shivers when they walked near me. Not a good vibe off those people.

  49. I had a wonderful choir director nun (did not go to catholic school) who inspired me to sing! But I agree, in general, you gotta watch out!

  50. LOLOLOL Evil Kid Beating Penguins .. my laugh of the day .. it has been a hellish few days .. yikes ..xoxoxoo c

  51. Hugs to you carole…and aanyone else who may need one!

  52. I went to eight years of Catholic school, but I’ve recovered.

  53. OMG LOL .. when I meet other people ‘in this field’ .. I always say I am a Recovering Catholic .. LOL .. Brilliant minds think alike !!! .. xoxoxoxoxo c

  54. Catholics arn’t that bad, but it is funny that they see there religion as GOOD and true, becuase everybody know that catholicism is a setup and a inbetween, finding it really sad that Peggy sees ascended masters as repts, because I always thought that one day we could all become ascended masters, but maybe Peggy is talking about when people have visions of ascended masters, hoping so. X

  55. Assended masters you mean I’m sorry but the new age people have just as much to learn as the old time religion people. These boys have played you all. You should reverse on your ascended masters Johny but I don’t think you’ll like what you hear.

  56. HI Johny Hi sb … happy Sunday ! :) … I have been learning so much from the posts here and it has been a time of belief adjustment for me. It was upsetting at first, but I have found a Peace with it. I am rethinking everything and this is after years and years of being deceived. I am now fully aware of how much CRAP is out there trying to fool us all …. It is all part of the process of growing awareness and really realizing thet I am responsible for my own happiness, and to learn to be happy where ever I may be… xoxoo c

  57. Assended masters…LOLOL! Good one, sb. Yeah just another hierarchy. If we are all ascended masters what does that mean? Then we have no need for titles…we just ARE. One can only be an ascended master OVER someone else. No need if we are all equals.
    Carole I have to give up my new age stuff more and more…Some very nice people are being fooled. Karen Bishop has been a favorite, but I have to let her go. I read her so I can RS what she is saying, and it is not good. Glad you are moving thru it to peace!

  58. Don’t think old/new age stuff is completly all wrong, scientists are proving that a lot of it is well founded, being new age is exactly that new (changing from the old, evolving) it’s about empowering yourself and taking care of that which is around, I do argree though - that some peoples can take it too far

  59. Hi Miriam .. I love Karen Bishop .. she seems so lovely and I enjoyed reading her material.. but so many people are being fooled. Last year I was working with a woman who had someone tell her . ‘God’s in love with you’, she was eating it up Ego Ego Ego .. and I was thinking lol .. he’s in love with us ALL .. there is so much total BS out there and I cannot tolerate it any longer. The self appointed Gurus’ who’s words innocent people hang onto .. I always speak my truth as I know it,I am far from perfect .. and we are learning every day that no one person would ever understand how this works 100 % .. Years ago a friend and I likened our existance to being stuck in the belly button lint of a creature bigger than the universe .. the way things are going sometimes, I would not be shocked to find out its true… All I know is I tell others to find happiness in simplicity, find the joy in listening to children’s laughter… absorb the love your pets share so unconditionally with you .. communicate with the plants around you… lay on your belly and search for four leaf clovers… look at the clouds in the sky and let them make shapes for you …. and of course Blow bubbles !!!
    xoxoxxoo c xoxoxoxoxo

  60. I could never take Karen seriously I would just read her stuff and laugh myself to tears. She has this illusion of progress well maybe someday but not yet. Too cute and sweet for me to take seriously not saying she’s a bad person or anything.

  61. New Age opened minds to new possibilities, but the new age stuff is full of ego and illusions. As Peggy has said we live in a world of mirrors trying to figure out what is the real picture. Johny, ya got to start RSing to find out what is true and what is fooling you or at least misinfo. So far Red Elk seems to be onto something. I don’t read him, but the RSes are coming out true. It is the only way to see clearly. And even then you have to verify to be sure you are not being messed with!

  62. LOL Miriam .. I have a good friend who says that New Agers now are just filled with those who need to be King of the Crap heap .. only she uses a stronger word for crap LOLOL .. and I have found that to be true. There are those of us who LOVE mankind and everything on this planet unconditionally and are happily blipping through life helping others the best we can from our hearts .. and then there are those who feed on the fame and fortune that comes from blatant ‘guruism’ ..hmmm Feed .. isn’t that what our dear ‘friends’ also do .. hmmmm….As for Karen, she seems like such a lovely woman…so many of us are lovely people who were misled .. thank Goodness now we are really waking up !! xoxooxo c

  63. I just listened to an interview of Melora Creager she’s the lead singer for a band I like called Rasputina. Anyway the interviewer asked her if she was new age and if she used The Secret. Her response was very funny. She said all those sorts of people want is money and boyfriends they are going to go to hell for that. LOL She’s not a religious person but she still said they would go to hell. It just reminded me how much a lot of new agers are into manifesting money and lovers for themselves and still think that’s not greedy at all. :)

  64. Did you see the story about the man who prayed to his Wiccan gods and won the Lottery? Now that is scary, pathetic and not so funny!!
    “Bartlett, an accountant from Dundalk, said he made a bargain with the multiple gods associated with his Wiccan beliefs: “You let me win the lottery and I’ll teach….The odds that any ticket would match all five numbers - 8, 18, 22, 40 and 44 - and the Mega Ball number - 11 - were one in 176 million.”
    http://www.edmontonsun.com/News/World/2007/09/03/4466573-sun.html

  65. yeah, i wonder who the ‘wiccan gods’ are????

  66. Wiccan’s worship many different gods and goddesses. They believe in both the light and dark sides of each god. Wiccan’s like the owl image a lot though they think it represents wisdom. Ritual magic is very important to the religion. They invoke beings to help them give power to their spells. So I would say yes they are doing one on one things with reptilians. Most people who are attracted to such a religion have abilities that they wish to have better control over or to develop their psychic abilities. I’ve known a couple of teens that got into it very deep and ended up killing themselves. I myself did it in my teens with a friend of mine. We were both sensitives who could easily cast spells and get them to work. But, I got very sick after being possessed by the so called goddess and stopped doing it. We were just playing and didn’t realize who we were dealing with. So avoid it!

  67. I agree with sb, don’t get involved in so called gods and goddesses worship or invokation, becuase there is only The One who is our true creator, all other gods are repts/wannabes & pale imitations, PLEASE people don’t get involved with wiccan or not gods

  68. fyi - in case anyone misinterpreted, my question was rhetorical. of course the wiccan gods are the repts, no question. I know a couple people who are/have been into Wicca, with all good intentions, but as with all ‘religions’, corruption is at the core and guess who is running the show?

  69. Yeah lots of “gone bad” Wicca stories.
    yeah Rox you were crossing your eyes and going “duuh”.
    A number of years ago I got interested, but I was just finishing up past life old business so I could move on; ya know cleaning out the proverbial closet…I think it lasted 2 months.

  70. You know I was studying with someone very briefly years back, I just could not handle the vibe… so I walked away, it just felt dark to me. The person teaching me was very sincere, but also very old fashioned and I just could not feel comfortable with all of it. I am glad I walked ..
    On another note the last week or so my nights have been filled with very tiring nightmares and oddball dreams, I have a really nasty cold also. I am doing all the holistic things to get rid of it..and resting the best I can, but the nightly jaunts are tiring me … any suggestions would be greatly appreciated love to all xoxooxo c xox

  71. Ask the Creator to give you a night off so you can have some R&R…that has worked for me.

  72. whenever I wake up from a bad dream, or am worried, I call on The One True Source Creator. It can’t hurt, and usually helps.

  73. Hello Miriam and Roxanne .. thank you for your suggestions ..:) .. I shall be asking for time off ! .xoxoxxo c

  74. I don’t think the creator’s “the one” giving you time off, because he’s being locked-out remember, but not for long, the best thing to cure a cold is a healthy diet, happiness, and sunshine, but I’m sure y’all have already heard that.

  75. The One is locked out but not completely. We get a small percentage access, still, which is what causes the little bit of magic we do experience here. So The One can still hear and respond, not at the real level that should be available to us, but still, some.

  76. I got in reverse: The Source has seen a lot. So I guess it can see what’s going on here but it can’t stop it for now. :*(

  77. I have a question. I have been doing hands on healing for years, I am certain I have felt the ones energy coming through me..it is a feeling of such incredible love deep deep down it brings tears to my eyes. I cannot explain that away. I have faith that is creator’s love coming through, it just feels such high vibration and so loving… I also know there are many out there who are not bringing forth something wonderful. I would like some opinions if anyone has them. I have to tell you all that since I began on the spiritual quest, life has gotten that much more difficult, but somehow I always come through it all okay. I am very blessed and happy :) (I also believe I am Pleidian- how I got here to toil the wheel of karma I do not know !! ) xoxoxoxoxox

  78. Carole,
    I’m with you as far as life becoming more difficult since the “spiritual quest” began. For me, the difficulty has been going on since 1999. However, like you, I always end up ok. But it is terrifying to go through when everything you do falls apart…repeatedly! I used to have a career that brought me lots of money and the promise of even more. Then one day, after struggling with myself for over a year, I followed my heart and left it because it was not the road I was ment to follow. I would have been required to give up every last bit of my integrity which is something I simply can not do. I see that as the worst kind of prostitution. So I left it, and left my salary and my security. And I’ve regretted it, but not enough to ever go back. Finding the truth has ALWAYS been my calling, even when I was distracted. So here we are. Here I am, poor as a country mouse, but satisfied just like you. I don’t know where I’m from. I haven’t reversed it since I still don’t have all the equipment. I’ve been working my butt off trying to make enough to move out of this apartment (I HAVE to be out by November 1st) and have been putting as many hours in as I can, sleeping the rest (when I’m not on this blog late, LATE at night!). But I have always felt as if I don’t really belong here, that this is just not my HOME. Maybe it is wishful thinking due to the pain of living here, but I’ve had that feeling for a very, VERY long while. We’ll see. And when I figure it out, you all will be the first (and probably only) ones to know!

  79. HI Sara .. well first of all I pray that you are able to move from your apartment to a place you are able to live in well and happily. I have that same feeling of not being from here. At night I look up at the stars and I just yearn for ‘home’ ..I always thought I was a complete oddball, but then found others just like me and I am so happy I was led to this board because I am getting answers here that do not exist anywhere else. You know whats incredible is that my struggles really began in earnest about 1999 also !! The hardest thing for me was having to sell the house I had lived in for over 20 years, since then I feel no matter where I am, I have no home. Thank God I have a house and we are working hard to keep it, but yes I have my happiness, I lvoe to create and make things. My house is always a haven for all who enter. I am also blessed to have a little cottage by the sea that has been in the family since the 1940’s. It is old and very run down but its mine and sometimes I think that is where I will up, the old nutty cat lady !!! LOL !!
    I am betting that if you are here there is a great possibility you are pleidian .. why don’t you ask someone else on the board to reverse the question for you .. I do not have reversal equipment either.. I downloaded the software .. but time is a big factor for me also …
    well my love and thoughts are with you, stay well and keep in touch ! xoxoxoxxo c

  80. LOL what I meant to convey by saying I have no home … when I actually have a house I live in … is the connectedness .. is what I am missing .. I just feel a bit lost .. I loved my house that I had to sell .. it was something I am not sure I will ever get over …it was a wonderful house. I am working at making this house more of a home now .. I just concentrate on finding the joy in each moment and that helps alot !!! xooxoxoo

  81. Hey carloe I’m pretty bad I will actually have fits like a 2 year old when I get frustrated with this place and say: I WANT TO GO HOME! But, I don’t know where home is I’ve lost that info and I can’t get it in reverse either. Maybe I just want earth to be home again or maybe there is somewhere else who knows.

  82. Sorry I Carole I misspelled your name my fingers are faster than my brain. :) But, anyway I’ve also done the look up into the starry night and yearn so deeply to be somewhere else. :*(

  83. sb ..no worries about the misspelling :) ..When I first read your reply, I could actually feel the sadness and I know what you mean. There are times when I am looking at something in nature and I get that catch in my throat and I tell God how much I love this planet and that I DO love being here… it just a painful experience and I do not understand it, SO instead I focus on the joyful things I have :) … xoxoxoxo c

  84. Johny,
    I’m sure there are true “ascended” Masters. I just think that the reptilian pretenders can show themselves as “masters” to hook people into beliefs that are not true.

    I guarantee that many of the Allies, are sacrificing everything to help us. Some have paid with torture and death. These are the true masters in my book. They paid the ultimate price to help us and serve the One.

  85. It is so easy for spiritual leaders to get caught up in the ego trap. It is a very big hook.
    The reason that RS is so important is that we each are our own greatest teacher.

  86. Johny,
    We are cut off from hearing the One. The One is never cut off from us because we are all part of the One. But we just can’t have that direct communication right now. But that’s coming and I can’t wait.
    But I often ask Him for help and it always comes to me.
    I also pray into my recorders and reverse and that is so uplifting and it feels like the One speaks back to me using my voice.
    Everyone should try that.

  87. Thanx 4 clearing that up for me Peggy :)

  88. peggy kane, so is david icke right about us being one eternal loving awareness?

  89. Hmm…I don’t think so. David got a lot of disinfo when he did those drugs. Peggy’s got reversals of him on the site. Go to the Coming Up section and page through it to find his name. I did get in reverse that we are one. But, I also got that parts of us have gone insane. So the whole ONLY infinite love is truth is disinfo. I’ve read all of David’s books so don’t assume I haven’t studied him.

  90. I went ahead and found the section for you neweyes that have David’s reversals by Peggy I believe it will address your question:
    http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/category/coming-up/page/3/

  91. neweyes,
    Being the One eternal loving awareness has some problems inherent in it. The statment that David makes over and over about infinite love is the only reality and everything else is illusion tends to minimize people’s pain and suffering here. After all, it just an illusion. It also makes it harder to get motivated to try to do something about it, because, after all, it’s just an illusion.
    The reptilians are not software programs brought about by our subconscious fear. The Earth did not get herself into this situation. The One is not just hanging around waiting for us to wake up. Things are not all that lovely.
    There were reasons for this disinformation and SB just sent the link to the reversals from David.

  92. David was so right on before he did the drugs. He was awake and fighting than he did the drugs. We lost another one Matthew Delooze did the drugs too. He was big on going after the reps too. Now he’s going to get like David it’s all just love and it’s all in your head so go back to sleep. I don’t know why no one can stay awake for very long here. These drugs do not make you more aware they just make you more confused about the true situation.

  93. I had another thought about David remember when he was just straight out figuring out who our masters served the repts and all? Than he did the drugs came out all love and peace don’t worry about it that’s when he actually became mainstream. Before no one really liked him that much in the public. Now he gets specials done on him on tv and fills the lecture halls. He wasn’t getting any of this in the beginning when he was keeping it right. He spreads disinfo by mistake and he gets more successful.

  94. Freedom Fighter on October 5th, 2007 at 8:11 pm

    Like M.T. Which still upsets me.

  95. Yeah well at least David is what’s the word NOT arrogant? It makes me forgive me a lot quicker for being silly and getting high to get answers.

  96. me = him
    I forgive me too though.
    :D :D :D

  97. Believe me we all mess up in this fun house here.
    I groan when I think of some of the stuff I thought was true.

  98. Greetings everyone again, i really like what i read here, especially the part about the movies, but i want to also come out for the people who play games alot like myself, i recognise alot of the scenario’s and things going on for real around our reality in games to, especially the ones such as Half Life if anyone ever played that game, the G-man could be seen as a reptilian controling or trying to control gordon freeman, there are also other games about this subject, though with Half life 2 the combine where introduced which made it even more creepy as they started to turn humans into slaves like we are now, aswell as food, while there own soldiers where actually also recruited from humans so they create this morbid world where humans torture and enslave there own kind for the aliens->

  99. enslaved the humans, kind of more or less like with the police-society we are slowly coming more and more to live in.

    Dark out.

  100. Has any one ever wondered if those sites like: Ashtar command are really good?

  101. **I remember being someone who whined all the time to her friends .. and sang the woe is me song over and over. Until I got help and realized I did not have to sing the same old tune, I could write one of my own and help others to write their own tune**

    Carole - tell me about this process. I have a friend of many years who does just this thing to me, and just drains me out. Even when I tell her, she rationalizes it that I am not ’sensitive to her needs’. On top of that, I think I am married to an energy feeder. Between that and the other energy draining going on and having to work, it’s very hard. I need to be the one to recharge for a change and any tips you have would be much appreciated. Thanks!

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