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		<title>By: buy reborn babies</title>
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		<dc:creator>buy reborn babies</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2008 00:33:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>By: Peter Hansen</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2008 02:50:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I can’t believe how so many here are so gullible. You swallow everything!
Everything Peggy claims, everything Icke claims, and so on.

This whole Reverse Speech and Reptilians and monsters in space/Astral whatever is as much nonsense as is Sherry Shriner and her fallen angels.

UFOs and ETs are not demonic, although some can be seen as negative. Or indifferent. They are just like us. Some are good, some are not so good. But evil in the Reptilian/Demonic sense? Grow up!

There’s no other beings who can be more evil as us, the human race. It’s typical to create an outside evil force, to become the boogeymen. And often, these boogeymen becomes the reptiles.

And by the way, for all you Icke followers. He’s such a fraud, big-time. He once claimed to be Jesus incarnate (did you reverse that BS, Peggy?) He also once confessed that he got the idea for the reptilians from some old sci-fi novel (or short story). Of course, this will probably be difficult to Google. 

Sherry Shriner is obviously the worst of the false prophets/nutcases. I agree with you, Peggy, that her “God” is not THE God, but a reptilian named Yah? Nah!

Then there’s Richard Vizutti who has been revealed to be have been in a cult. First he appears as a faithful co-host with Shriner, babbling about reptilians, fallen angels, doomsday, all that nonsense.
Then, all of a sudden, he leaves the whole Shriner show behind, and creates his own You Tube series, claiming that all of Christianity and religion is false (which is true) but still babbles about reptilians. So how’s his credibility?

And then you, Peggy. You’re doing the same as these types of mentalities are doing. Spreading fear into the sheep, demonizing the concepts of spirits, crop circles, ETS, and all that jazz.
You’re also a false prophet, either knowingly or not. But you are.

Spirits, whether they are deceased humans or animals, are not reptilians. The Galactic Federation is not reptilians, although I do find much of that New Age thing ridiculous and obvious. But that doesn’t mean they are scaly monsters trying to deceive us.

And all you who talk about seeing some famous people shapeshift, I got two things to say.
1) Get a life.
2) If you really believe that, then check out a You Tube episode with Peggy. While she sits and talks in her couch, what appears to be an orb is showing behind her, and Peggy does seem to appear slightly reptilian herself.

Now, is Peggy a reptilian, or being controlled by one, to promote yet a false thing (Reverse Speech)? (Ah, it’s just pixel distortions, as is the case with all other videos with shapeshifting celebrities)
I know I contradict myself here, but contradictions are not exactly rare in this area of BS. You all claim to know the sole truth, yadda-yadda-yadda, so who to believe? You can’t all be right. Right?
So who to believe? Peggy? Sherry? Icke?
Easy: None of them.

And all you here who begins to bark every time someone criticizes your “belief,” you are the true meaning of blind sheep. It’s so easy to hide behind a computer screen, babbling about all these things, instead of looking outside the window and see what a wonderful world we live in, full of wonderful people.
But you choose to dive deeper and deeper into this paranoid stuff, thinking the worst of your fellow man, conjuring up fantasies about reptilians who dwell in some people and eat humans.
I pity you and do not envy you.

You are doing the dark a favor by letting it consume you. You are in a cult right now. You are slowly killing yourself, your mind, your soul. You are turning the back on the real spiritual realms and ETs.

False prophets, cults, fear: Not healthy. That’s evil. And you see yourselves as a kind of warriors who possesses a truth that must humans don’t, so you also feel special. You feel you are on a mission. Working for the divine.
Typical cult-mentality.

Peggy can claim her claims all she wants, how she never wanted it to be like that, and so on and so forth, and it’s you choice to believe it.
As I said, I don’t envy you. At all!</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I can’t believe how so many here are so gullible. You swallow everything!<br />
Everything Peggy claims, everything Icke claims, and so on.</p>
<p>This whole Reverse Speech and Reptilians and monsters in space/Astral whatever is as much nonsense as is Sherry Shriner and her fallen angels.</p>
<p>UFOs and ETs are not demonic, although some can be seen as negative. Or indifferent. They are just like us. Some are good, some are not so good. But evil in the Reptilian/Demonic sense? Grow up!</p>
<p>There’s no other beings who can be more evil as us, the human race. It’s typical to create an outside evil force, to become the boogeymen. And often, these boogeymen becomes the reptiles.</p>
<p>And by the way, for all you Icke followers. He’s such a fraud, big-time. He once claimed to be Jesus incarnate (did you reverse that BS, Peggy?) He also once confessed that he got the idea for the reptilians from some old sci-fi novel (or short story). Of course, this will probably be difficult to Google. </p>
<p>Sherry Shriner is obviously the worst of the false prophets/nutcases. I agree with you, Peggy, that her “God” is not THE God, but a reptilian named Yah? Nah!</p>
<p>Then there’s Richard Vizutti who has been revealed to be have been in a cult. First he appears as a faithful co-host with Shriner, babbling about reptilians, fallen angels, doomsday, all that nonsense.<br />
Then, all of a sudden, he leaves the whole Shriner show behind, and creates his own You Tube series, claiming that all of Christianity and religion is false (which is true) but still babbles about reptilians. So how’s his credibility?</p>
<p>And then you, Peggy. You’re doing the same as these types of mentalities are doing. Spreading fear into the sheep, demonizing the concepts of spirits, crop circles, ETS, and all that jazz.<br />
You’re also a false prophet, either knowingly or not. But you are.</p>
<p>Spirits, whether they are deceased humans or animals, are not reptilians. The Galactic Federation is not reptilians, although I do find much of that New Age thing ridiculous and obvious. But that doesn’t mean they are scaly monsters trying to deceive us.</p>
<p>And all you who talk about seeing some famous people shapeshift, I got two things to say.<br />
1) Get a life.<br />
2) If you really believe that, then check out a You Tube episode with Peggy. While she sits and talks in her couch, what appears to be an orb is showing behind her, and Peggy does seem to appear slightly reptilian herself.</p>
<p>Now, is Peggy a reptilian, or being controlled by one, to promote yet a false thing (Reverse Speech)? (Ah, it’s just pixel distortions, as is the case with all other videos with shapeshifting celebrities)<br />
I know I contradict myself here, but contradictions are not exactly rare in this area of BS. You all claim to know the sole truth, yadda-yadda-yadda, so who to believe? You can’t all be right. Right?<br />
So who to believe? Peggy? Sherry? Icke?<br />
Easy: None of them.</p>
<p>And all you here who begins to bark every time someone criticizes your “belief,” you are the true meaning of blind sheep. It’s so easy to hide behind a computer screen, babbling about all these things, instead of looking outside the window and see what a wonderful world we live in, full of wonderful people.<br />
But you choose to dive deeper and deeper into this paranoid stuff, thinking the worst of your fellow man, conjuring up fantasies about reptilians who dwell in some people and eat humans.<br />
I pity you and do not envy you.</p>
<p>You are doing the dark a favor by letting it consume you. You are in a cult right now. You are slowly killing yourself, your mind, your soul. You are turning the back on the real spiritual realms and ETs.</p>
<p>False prophets, cults, fear: Not healthy. That’s evil. And you see yourselves as a kind of warriors who possesses a truth that must humans don’t, so you also feel special. You feel you are on a mission. Working for the divine.<br />
Typical cult-mentality.</p>
<p>Peggy can claim her claims all she wants, how she never wanted it to be like that, and so on and so forth, and it’s you choice to believe it.<br />
As I said, I don’t envy you. At all!</p>
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		<title>By: Kathy Greene</title>
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		<dc:creator>Kathy Greene</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:12:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Peggy, a few years ago, you were getting reversals about a disease the  Hybrids had-- apparently Bush and Rice and others were very sick with some sort of Reptilian pathogen.  What happened with that?  thank you!! -Kathy</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Peggy, a few years ago, you were getting reversals about a disease the  Hybrids had&#8211; apparently Bush and Rice and others were very sick with some sort of Reptilian pathogen.  What happened with that?  thank you!! -Kathy</p>
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		<title>By: Ev</title>
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		<dc:creator>Ev</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:26:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Danny, wow, surprising you mention Australia being 1st. I read parts of the site Randy referenced, www.xeeatwelve.com about a year and a half ago (I was investigating reptiles' manipulation of weather and Katrina before a trip to New Orleans). At that time it only made vague sense to me because a lot of it was "over my head" at the time, and I forgot all about it. I just read every essay at www.xeeatwelve.com in last week, and sooooo much rings true. Author lives in Australia, and said the first foothold and experiments of the NWO is starting in Australia as it has no citizens' bill of rights and few people globally pay attention to politics in Australia so less interfere with their NWO plans.

Gus, thank you for sharing. I love what you said about Jesus being a stargate. As a being of the Light/One, he is definitely a wayshower out of the veil/net. 

Rilon, thanks for your introduction. Amazing story of how you got here. BTW, I don't think you are going to convince anyone that isn't already sensing some of the truth. The One still speaks to those willing to listen and haven't purposely shut Him off. For myself, I only seek consorts (those of my own kind), not converts. Some, unfortunately, have made spirit choices to join the dark forces as agents, etc. and they may change their hearts when the One becomes more 'obvious', but I feel that is not mine to do, but His - I am here to tend the hearth, nurture warmth of flame of liberation and keep my own light shining light through these times.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Danny, wow, surprising you mention Australia being 1st. I read parts of the site Randy referenced, <a href="http://www.xeeatwelve.com" rel="nofollow">http://www.xeeatwelve.com</a> about a year and a half ago (I was investigating reptiles&#8217; manipulation of weather and Katrina before a trip to New Orleans). At that time it only made vague sense to me because a lot of it was &#8220;over my head&#8221; at the time, and I forgot all about it. I just read every essay at <a href="http://www.xeeatwelve.com" rel="nofollow">http://www.xeeatwelve.com</a> in last week, and sooooo much rings true. Author lives in Australia, and said the first foothold and experiments of the NWO is starting in Australia as it has no citizens&#8217; bill of rights and few people globally pay attention to politics in Australia so less interfere with their NWO plans.</p>
<p>Gus, thank you for sharing. I love what you said about Jesus being a stargate. As a being of the Light/One, he is definitely a wayshower out of the veil/net. </p>
<p>Rilon, thanks for your introduction. Amazing story of how you got here. BTW, I don&#8217;t think you are going to convince anyone that isn&#8217;t already sensing some of the truth. The One still speaks to those willing to listen and haven&#8217;t purposely shut Him off. For myself, I only seek consorts (those of my own kind), not converts. Some, unfortunately, have made spirit choices to join the dark forces as agents, etc. and they may change their hearts when the One becomes more &#8216;obvious&#8217;, but I feel that is not mine to do, but His - I am here to tend the hearth, nurture warmth of flame of liberation and keep my own light shining light through these times.</p>
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		<title>By: FreeAtLast</title>
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		<dc:creator>FreeAtLast</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:29:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Rilon- That is some interesting stuff.  I have never seen those before.</description>
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		<title>By: Rilon</title>
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		<dc:creator>Rilon</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:45:10 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Two important things I left out. My dad died 12/21/07 this and the book about pole shift in jail along with the rabbit hole leading me to planet X I find very interesting.

Another thing that happened is after learning all this on the Internet and then having to get back to work I got on my bus. It was a typical cloudy winter day. When I stepped off my bus and looked into the sky my hart just about jumped out my throat. Above my work was a perfectly round hole in the sky, I'm guessing two to three miles wide with a mushroom type boarder. It was the strangest thing i have ever seen. I searched the Internet and found this sight. Look at the second picture down. Now my hole in the sky was perfectly round, had no clouds floating inside the cercle, and the outer clouds where thick white as far as the eye could see. And this hole seems to be much smaller then the one I seen.

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/SCC1-cloud.jpg&#38;imgrefurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/scc.html&#38;h=480&#38;w=640&#38;sz=39&#38;hl=en&#38;start=47&#38;um=1&#38;tbnid=HlmY7LYPXnpvwM:&#38;tbnh=103&#38;tbnw=137&#38;prev=/images%3Fq%3D%2Bufo%2Bhole%2Bin%2Bsky%26start%3D40%26ndsp%3D20%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Two important things I left out. My dad died 12/21/07 this and the book about pole shift in jail along with the rabbit hole leading me to planet X I find very interesting.</p>
<p>Another thing that happened is after learning all this on the Internet and then having to get back to work I got on my bus. It was a typical cloudy winter day. When I stepped off my bus and looked into the sky my hart just about jumped out my throat. Above my work was a perfectly round hole in the sky, I&#8217;m guessing two to three miles wide with a mushroom type boarder. It was the strangest thing i have ever seen. I searched the Internet and found this sight. Look at the second picture down. Now my hole in the sky was perfectly round, had no clouds floating inside the cercle, and the outer clouds where thick white as far as the eye could see. And this hole seems to be much smaller then the one I seen.</p>
<p><a href="http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/SCC1-cloud.jpg&amp;imgrefurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/scc.html&amp;h=480&amp;w=640&amp;sz=39&amp;hl=en&amp;start=47&amp;um=1&amp;tbnid=HlmY7LYPXnpvwM:&amp;tbnh=103&amp;tbnw=137&amp;prev=/images%3Fq%3D%2Bufo%2Bhole%2Bin%2Bsky%26start%3D40%26ndsp%3D20%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN" rel="nofollow">http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/SCC1-cloud.jpg&amp;imgrefurl=http://www.project-ufo-intl.com/scc.html&amp;h=480&amp;w=640&amp;sz=39&amp;hl=en&amp;start=47&amp;um=1&amp;tbnid=HlmY7LYPXnpvwM:&amp;tbnh=103&amp;tbnw=137&amp;prev=/images%3Fq%3D%2Bufo%2Bhole%2Bin%2Bsky%26start%3D40%26ndsp%3D20%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN</a></p>
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		<title>By: Rilon</title>
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		<dc:creator>Rilon</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 18:46:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Hello everyone, Hello Peggy. I would first like to say thanks for acknowledging me Peggy. I found it very funny what you said about dropping a commercial. Anyhow I have not just dropped in, I have been here from day one of sign up. I guess only you know how long that has been. Everyday I read my emails from my Ron Paul meet up group, Campaign for Liberty, The Media Research Center, Google Alerts, Natural Solutions Foundation, emails from our congress men and women, etc, etc, and I even got a letter from Pamela Anderson after joining her fight against KFC cruelty. http://kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/  I know, I'm so spacial. Anyhow my point is that I am flooded with emails everyday and go threw all of them after work to catch up on the latest saving my favorite for last. That being http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/. I find myself being disappointed when I go to my emails and find no EVP Reverse Speaking. "Sigh"  

 I would like to bore you all with my story on how I ended up here. I am 42 years old. First I would like to jump back to my childhood. I will make this quick, just giving you a quick look at where I'm coming from. I grew up in Saint Paul MN right below the Cathedral Church. http://ryansinnphotography.com/portfolio/ryansinn-2612.jpg  I am a Catholic and went to Cathedral School that was right across the street from me until I was eight years old. My dad, mom, three brothers and two sisters then moved to Morehead MN for three years. This ended my weekly church march up the hill with classmates and basically ended the religious part in my life. 

 Now fast forwarding to about 20 and on (I think) is when I started thinking more about religion again. Let me clarify that with an example. Being drunk one night and fighting with my new girlfriend that I truly loved I stopped the car in the middle of god knows where and told her to get out leaving her in her pretty blue dress and high heels in some strange neighborhood. Of course you can guess she would have nothing to do with me after doing such a horrible thing, you would be right. Anyhow being destroyed the next day and days to follow I decided to go to the Cathedral and ask for help. I didn't ask god because I figured he had more important things to take care of so I prayed below the statue of Mary to give me another shot with the girl I loved. I then went home and turned on my computer and found Matchbox 20 and came across the song Push. Well I was a puddle for days watching this video over and over, I then drove to the nearest store and bought a copy and sent it by mail to this girl I loved. A few days later she called and told me she listened to the entire CD.. To make a long story short we got back together and I new my prayer had been answered, If not by Mary then perhaps by god. What I am trying to say here is since around my 20's I have always looked to God to help me out in hard times tho I don't go to church, don't own a bible, and I am not what people would call a religious nut. I really don't even talk much about God and you guys are the first I have ever told about my trip to the cathedral. I pretty much keep that part of my life to myself. 

 Moving on. I have gone threw alot of ups and downs in my life. I have ended up in jail for DUI where I ended up reading a book about pole shift. (this would come into play later in life) lost my best friend to drugs. (not confirmed, just my guess knowing him as I do) lost my sister. (she was a diabetic and misdiagnosed. She had ammonia and was given an IV to put fluids into her, this killed her) Lost my dad to cancer. (Or better put as killed by kimo pills) I believe my dad would have been around for many more years if he just didn't do the kimo pills. With his family all around him and me and my brother holding his hands tight my dad squeezed my hand just before taking his last breath. My brother saying "safe journey dad" I am having a hard time writing this right now. (taking 5) 

 This brings me to my awakening. About a week after this I was sitting on my couch feeling very upset and very depressed. I looked up to my computer that was on at the time and felt a feeling to get up and sit in front of it. And then for no apparent reason I decided to punch in nine eleven on Youtube. Now this is strange in itself seeing how I have never been a Youtube surfer. The first thing that came up was a few nine eleven
video's 9/11 Coincidences (Part One) This started me thinking, no way, this can't be true. So onward I went head first into the rabbit hole until my eyes started to water as I came to the horrifying conclusion that something was very wrong with this pitcher that I fell for six years earlier hook line and sinker. Yes I remember where I was that day and remember very well how I was glued to the TV everyday waiting to see how we where going to revenge this attack on us. I was engulfed in the propaganda and couldn't wait to see the first bombs drooped on Afghanistan. (Father forgive me) From there it seemed nothing could be hidden from me as I went deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole. And every time I thought it couldn't get worse it did. This hole lead me to Planet X. Of course I was only seeing the bad side of it until I found Peggy. I now feel like I live in the a real life matrix unplugged and all alone. I started telling people what I know only to be laughed at or called crazy by my own family members. I have since shut up and now only talk to a few people that I found to believe what I have to say. I have also found many sites with like minded people. I am happy to say there is thousands of us, maybe millions all having there own awakenings and finding each other threw the Internet. So here I am, a truth seeker, A lost soul seeking answers to my life of lies. I am no longer depressed as I feel closer to father now and I know he is guiding me and will show me the right path to take when the time comes. 

The reason I gave everyone the video is because I'm very confused with all the crap out there and desperately seeking answers. I trust Peggy and the rest of you to tell me the truth, Even if its not what I wanted to hear. Thank you Peggy for doing this for me. I hope I didn't bore anyone to sleep. Bless you all. I think it was domains who gave us this video Bad Religion - Sorrow It really meant a lot to me. Thank you domains.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Hello everyone, Hello Peggy. I would first like to say thanks for acknowledging me Peggy. I found it very funny what you said about dropping a commercial. Anyhow I have not just dropped in, I have been here from day one of sign up. I guess only you know how long that has been. Everyday I read my emails from my Ron Paul meet up group, Campaign for Liberty, The Media Research Center, Google Alerts, Natural Solutions Foundation, emails from our congress men and women, etc, etc, and I even got a letter from Pamela Anderson after joining her fight against KFC cruelty. <a href="http://kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/" rel="nofollow">http://kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/</a>  I know, I&#8217;m so spacial. Anyhow my point is that I am flooded with emails everyday and go threw all of them after work to catch up on the latest saving my favorite for last. That being <a href="http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/" rel="nofollow">http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/</a>. I find myself being disappointed when I go to my emails and find no EVP Reverse Speaking. &#8220;Sigh&#8221;  </p>
<p> I would like to bore you all with my story on how I ended up here. I am 42 years old. First I would like to jump back to my childhood. I will make this quick, just giving you a quick look at where I&#8217;m coming from. I grew up in Saint Paul MN right below the Cathedral Church. <a href="http://ryansinnphotography.com/portfolio/ryansinn-2612.jpg" rel="nofollow">http://ryansinnphotography.com/portfolio/ryansinn-2612.jpg</a>  I am a Catholic and went to Cathedral School that was right across the street from me until I was eight years old. My dad, mom, three brothers and two sisters then moved to Morehead MN for three years. This ended my weekly church march up the hill with classmates and basically ended the religious part in my life. </p>
<p> Now fast forwarding to about 20 and on (I think) is when I started thinking more about religion again. Let me clarify that with an example. Being drunk one night and fighting with my new girlfriend that I truly loved I stopped the car in the middle of god knows where and told her to get out leaving her in her pretty blue dress and high heels in some strange neighborhood. Of course you can guess she would have nothing to do with me after doing such a horrible thing, you would be right. Anyhow being destroyed the next day and days to follow I decided to go to the Cathedral and ask for help. I didn&#8217;t ask god because I figured he had more important things to take care of so I prayed below the statue of Mary to give me another shot with the girl I loved. I then went home and turned on my computer and found Matchbox 20 and came across the song Push. Well I was a puddle for days watching this video over and over, I then drove to the nearest store and bought a copy and sent it by mail to this girl I loved. A few days later she called and told me she listened to the entire CD.. To make a long story short we got back together and I new my prayer had been answered, If not by Mary then perhaps by god. What I am trying to say here is since around my 20&#8217;s I have always looked to God to help me out in hard times tho I don&#8217;t go to church, don&#8217;t own a bible, and I am not what people would call a religious nut. I really don&#8217;t even talk much about God and you guys are the first I have ever told about my trip to the cathedral. I pretty much keep that part of my life to myself. </p>
<p> Moving on. I have gone threw alot of ups and downs in my life. I have ended up in jail for DUI where I ended up reading a book about pole shift. (this would come into play later in life) lost my best friend to drugs. (not confirmed, just my guess knowing him as I do) lost my sister. (she was a diabetic and misdiagnosed. She had ammonia and was given an IV to put fluids into her, this killed her) Lost my dad to cancer. (Or better put as killed by kimo pills) I believe my dad would have been around for many more years if he just didn&#8217;t do the kimo pills. With his family all around him and me and my brother holding his hands tight my dad squeezed my hand just before taking his last breath. My brother saying &#8220;safe journey dad&#8221; I am having a hard time writing this right now. (taking 5) </p>
<p> This brings me to my awakening. About a week after this I was sitting on my couch feeling very upset and very depressed. I looked up to my computer that was on at the time and felt a feeling to get up and sit in front of it. And then for no apparent reason I decided to punch in nine eleven on Youtube. Now this is strange in itself seeing how I have never been a Youtube surfer. The first thing that came up was a few nine eleven<br />
video&#8217;s 9/11 Coincidences (Part One) This started me thinking, no way, this can&#8217;t be true. So onward I went head first into the rabbit hole until my eyes started to water as I came to the horrifying conclusion that something was very wrong with this pitcher that I fell for six years earlier hook line and sinker. Yes I remember where I was that day and remember very well how I was glued to the TV everyday waiting to see how we where going to revenge this attack on us. I was engulfed in the propaganda and couldn&#8217;t wait to see the first bombs drooped on Afghanistan. (Father forgive me) From there it seemed nothing could be hidden from me as I went deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole. And every time I thought it couldn&#8217;t get worse it did. This hole lead me to Planet X. Of course I was only seeing the bad side of it until I found Peggy. I now feel like I live in the a real life matrix unplugged and all alone. I started telling people what I know only to be laughed at or called crazy by my own family members. I have since shut up and now only talk to a few people that I found to believe what I have to say. I have also found many sites with like minded people. I am happy to say there is thousands of us, maybe millions all having there own awakenings and finding each other threw the Internet. So here I am, a truth seeker, A lost soul seeking answers to my life of lies. I am no longer depressed as I feel closer to father now and I know he is guiding me and will show me the right path to take when the time comes. </p>
<p>The reason I gave everyone the video is because I&#8217;m very confused with all the crap out there and desperately seeking answers. I trust Peggy and the rest of you to tell me the truth, Even if its not what I wanted to hear. Thank you Peggy for doing this for me. I hope I didn&#8217;t bore anyone to sleep. Bless you all. I think it was domains who gave us this video Bad Religion - Sorrow It really meant a lot to me. Thank you domains.</p>
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		<title>By: Angel</title>
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		<dc:creator>Angel</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jul 2008 05:36:26 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I share your point about ask for our best, our evolution as being of light.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I share your point about ask for our best, our evolution as being of light.</p>
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		<title>By: Gus</title>
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		<dc:creator>Gus</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jul 2008 04:01:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Remember it is not the information or the destination that matters, but the journey in the sea of awareness from moment to moment. Sometimes even the biggest revelation can blind us from living from the heart with spiritual discernment about this and other worlds. Personally, i stop talking to myself from time to time to empty my mind from all this information and pray for the best interest to be gained for all people not for my self, i don't ask favors, only courage to live my light. I try to forgive myself for being so stupid and i know how poisonous is the anger and the fear inside, when is stored for years. Many people take pills to sleep and pills to awake, pills for the stress, sugared food and drinks for "joy" because they don't really want to face themselves with intimacy. In that level they are really allies with the reptilians and more dangerous for the 3rd dimensional life from the forth-dimensional beings. All of us are part of a silent deal of fear and loss of faith and this way of life is inherited to our children like osmosis in cellular level. At the same time a greater part of the same us is awakening to the real deal of why we came here and i know from my core of my being that this is also known to all of you. The truth was, is, always unacceptable at first. It is a birth. But the wise woman gives birth without pain when enters into the sea. Dolphins are coming to help the birth. At first the symbol of Jesus Christ was the Dolphin, but the priests later put the fish which is reptilian origin. Life is sacred and will be sacred again, it is our responsibility, remember</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Remember it is not the information or the destination that matters, but the journey in the sea of awareness from moment to moment. Sometimes even the biggest revelation can blind us from living from the heart with spiritual discernment about this and other worlds. Personally, i stop talking to myself from time to time to empty my mind from all this information and pray for the best interest to be gained for all people not for my self, i don&#8217;t ask favors, only courage to live my light. I try to forgive myself for being so stupid and i know how poisonous is the anger and the fear inside, when is stored for years. Many people take pills to sleep and pills to awake, pills for the stress, sugared food and drinks for &#8220;joy&#8221; because they don&#8217;t really want to face themselves with intimacy. In that level they are really allies with the reptilians and more dangerous for the 3rd dimensional life from the forth-dimensional beings. All of us are part of a silent deal of fear and loss of faith and this way of life is inherited to our children like osmosis in cellular level. At the same time a greater part of the same us is awakening to the real deal of why we came here and i know from my core of my being that this is also known to all of you. The truth was, is, always unacceptable at first. It is a birth. But the wise woman gives birth without pain when enters into the sea. Dolphins are coming to help the birth. At first the symbol of Jesus Christ was the Dolphin, but the priests later put the fish which is reptilian origin. Life is sacred and will be sacred again, it is our responsibility, remember</p>
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		<title>By: mary</title>
		<link>http://www.evpreversespeaking.com/2008/07/06/cern-large-hadron-collider-reversed-part-1/#comment-48496</link>
		<dc:creator>mary</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:46:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>mts, ...(re: july 7, 9:25 pm),  how fortunate we are, to have you as a physicist access this site just as  bigtime concerns/questions are arising on CERN.  Possibly you can answer questions in that realm for us laypeople.  Best of luck w/ RS'ing...mm2</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>mts, &#8230;(re: july 7, 9:25 pm),  how fortunate we are, to have you as a physicist access this site just as  bigtime concerns/questions are arising on CERN.  Possibly you can answer questions in that realm for us laypeople.  Best of luck w/ RS&#8217;ing&#8230;mm2</p>
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